Sunday 8 September 2013

Tum Hum Ko Yad Rakhna


Tum hum ko yad rakhna

Episode No 6


Wakt  kbhi kisi k liye nahi rukta or guzray huwy lamhay kbhi loat kar nahi atay. Salman bhi guzray huwy lamhon ko yad krta or koi din aisa nahi tha jis may us nay maryum say rimsha k baray may pocha na ho, or maryum jo usay har bar aik hi bahana krti thi k rimsha out of city ha jab aye gi to bta day gi.

Lakin aik din maryum nay salman ko sab btanay ka faisla kia or salman ko phone kr diya. Salman khush hoty huwy “rasmann maryum say hal pochnay k bad bola”a gai wo madam bas ab may us say bat nahi kronga, bina btaye koi jata ha kia us say kah do naraz hon paka paka”wo apni dhunn may bolta hi chala gaya.

Tab maryum nay us ki bat kattay huwy “wo bhi naraz ho gai ha tm say, ab kbhi tmhy preshan nahi kre gi or na hi koi sawal kre gi”.

Salman kuch preshan hoty huwy”kia mtlb ha tmhra”.Maryum ka seedha bol dena “she is dead, 2 din pehly us ka accident huwa jis may wo”….es say pehly k maryum agay kuch bolti salman nay intehai ghusay may bola”shut up mujhy tmhri koi bakwas nahi sunni, agr agay aik lafz bhi bola to bht bura hoga, meri bat krwao rimsha say mujhy tm say koi bat nahi krni or na kuch sunna ha”.

Us k itnay talkh andaz se maryum bht ghabra gai or darty huwy “yahi haqiqat ha tm bhi accept kr lo, wo ab kbhi wapas nahi aye gi”.Salman k hath se phone choot gaya us ki  samjh may kuch nahi a raha tha , wo yaqeen hi nahi kar pa raha tha ,shocked may us ki halat bigarnay lagi or taiz driving k sath ghar se bahir chala gaya.

Sea side par anay k bad wo khud ko sanbhal na saka or us k labon se sirf rimsha ka naam nikla, us ki batain or us k sawal….salman k ankhain num bas yahi sochti rah gain”shaid kisi ka bht dill dukhaya ha may nay, bht se logon ko heart kia ha esi liye aj meray sath aisa huwa aj may heart huwa hon, jisay may nay chaha wohi…meray pas to maafi ka koi rasta bhi nahi raha. jaisy hathon se sab kuch nikal gaya ho…Rimsha ko kho denay ka zimadar wo khud ko samjhnay laga…


Wakt taizi se guzrnay laga salman ko bht wakt  laga khud ko adjust krnay may, us nay apnay father ka business sanbhal liya or apnay parents k marzi k mutabiq shaadi bhi kar li ,lakin ab wo pehly jaisa salman nahi tha balkay aik aisa sanjida insane ban gaya jisay muskurana bhi nahi ata ho jaisy…salman nay maryum ko apni shaadi k baray may bta diya tha or ye bat rimsha ko bhi pta thi or wo salman ki khushiun k liye har dam dua krti .

Aik din maryum rimsha k ghar ayi or us k ghar walon se usay apnay sath Karachi apni best frnd ki shaadi may lay janay k liye kaha, jis par us ki mama dar si gai jo rimsha ko us k hadsay k bad ek pal k liye bhi narzron se ojhal nahi honay deti thi. Lakin maryum ka kahna tha k agr rimsha bahir jaye gi to shaid wo badal jaye,  wo bahir niklay gi to usay bhi acha lagay ga.

Rimsha k bhai preshan hoty huwy “ maryum tm thk kahti ho lakin hm sab  dar say gaye hain rimsha k liye, agar wo jana chahti ha to koi nahi rokay ga shaid hmari guriya kuch lamhon k liye hi sahi khush to hogi”.Maryum nay sab ko razi krnay k bad jab rimsha ko btaya to wo bht dar gai or saf inkar kr diya.

Maryum preshan hoty huwy “ ufffffff rimsha  daro mat plz may janti hon tm kis bat se dar ri ho, kuch nahi hoga Karachi bht bara shaher ha  yar or hm log wahan just aik shaadi may ja rehe hain or wo koi ameeron  ki shaadi nahi jahan salman se tmhra samna hoga, plz yar or wsy bhi tm nay usay ya us nay tmhy deikha tak nahi ha yar phr kaisa dar??”. 

Wo rimsha ko razi to kar leti ha but rimsha k dil may trah trah k khayalat anay shuro ho jaty hain…

Next day ghar walon ki purzor nasihaton k sath dono rukhsat hoti hain or train station par rimsha ki maa bar bar maryum ko rimsha ka khayal rakhnay k liye kahti ha jis par maryum un ko tassalli deti ha.

Safar to shuro ho gaya lakin ab rimsha par us ki sochain havi honay lagi…

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Saturday 7 September 2013

Mohhabat Dukh To Deti Hai

Magar

Eik Bat Kehni Hai
Jisko Chaha Jata Hai
Zarori Ye Nahi Hota K
Usko Pa Liya Jaye

Kabhi Us K Bicharnay  Se
Mohabbat Kam Nahi Hoti

Zara Si Dair Pahle To
Yehi Ehsaas Hota Hai K

Koi Ji Nahi Sakta
Magar Phir Rafta Rafta Hi
Haqiqat KhulTi Jati Hai

Mohabbat Wo Nahi Hoti

K Jisko Pa Liya Jaye

Mohabbat Wo B Hoti Hai
Jo Hamesha Sath Rahti Hai

Kabhi Dukh K Andheron mai
Kabhi Khushion K Daman mai

Kabhi Wo Aas Dati Hai
Kabhi Umeed Dati Hai..!!




Wednesday 4 September 2013

Tum Hum Ko Yad Rakhna

Tum hum ko yad rakhna

Episode No 5


Khushi jab had se barh jaye or bina kisi omeed k hasil ho to aksar haqiqat bhi khuab si lagti ha, aisa hi kuch hal rimsha ka tha jo khushi se pagal maryum ko salman k bary may btanay k liye taizi se ja ri thi, jo bahir garhi k pas us ka intizar kar rahi thi.

Rimsha apni hi dhunn may maryum kahti hoi chali a ri thi maryum ki nazar jab us pay pari to us ko itna khush deikh k hairan honay lagi or kahnay lagi “esay kia mil gaya”.

 Lakin agalay hi lamhay maryum ki ankhain phati ki phati rah gain kiun k rimsha ko road cross krty huwy side par deikhnay ka khayal nahi aya or taiz raftar ati hoi aik car se us ka accident ho gaya.Maryum cheikhty huwy “ rimsha sanbhal kr “, wo taizi se rimsha kahti hoi us ki traf lapki lakin usay bacha nahi saki. Or rimsha apnay zakhon ki taab na latay huwy bayhosh ho gai.

Maryum rimsha ko hospital to lay ayi lakin usay us hadsay par abhi tak yaqeen nahi ho raha tha wo bht ghabrai hoi thi or us k ghar walon ko jab phone krnay k liye jana para to wo or bhi khofzada ho gai , kiun k maryum hi rimsha ko zaberdasti apny sath lay kar ayi thi ye bat us ko bht khal ri thi or ab rimsha k es halat ka zimadar wo khud ko samjhnay  lagi.

Jab rimsha k ghar walon ko pta chala to un par jaisy pahar toot gaya ho, kuch hi lamhon may us k sab ghar walay hospital may thy lakin rimsha k maa ki halat biggrti chali gai. Sab k pas duaon k elwa koi rasta nahi tha or sab k labon par rimsha ki zindagi ki dua k siwa kuch na tha. Maryum rimsha ki maa ko sanbhalty huwy “ anti plz sanbhalain khud ko usay kuch nahi hoga”. 

Kafi dair k bad jab doctors k operation thater se anay par rimsha k  ghar walay us ki traf lapkay, or un k pochnay par doctors nay preshani may kaha “she is all right but……” , adhora sa jumla sab k dil ki dharkannon ko taiz krta chala gaya, hr aik ko ajeeb si ghabrahat honay lagi or sab ki sawaliya nazron ko deikhty huwy doctors nay preshani se” ap ki beti thk ha lakin ab wo shaid kbhi  apnay paoun par nahi chal na paye, accident shadeed honay ki waja se wo apni ye silahiyat kho chuki hay…..

Rimsha k ghar walon par jaisy qayamat toot gai ho. Maryum nay rimsha k baray may jab aisa suna to shocked ho gai, or rimsha ki maa ko sanbhalny lagi jin ki halat pehly se bhi ziada kharab ho rahi thi , or apni beti k sadmay ki waja say wo bar bar bayhosh honay lagi.

Un k hosh may anay k bad sab nay aik dosray ko jhooti tassalli dena shuro kr di or apnay chahron par zaberdasti ki taskeen mussallat kar k aik dosry ko hosla diya.Lakin ab mushkil thi rimsha ko ye sab btanay ki.Har aik janta tha k rimsha kis trah react kre gi…

lakin rimsha k hosh may anay k bad jab usay btaya gaya to wohi huwa jis ka sab ko dar tha… wo aik taweel khamoshi ka shikar ho gai, na ro pai or na kuch kah pai. Sab ko us ki halat ka andaza ho gaya tha. Lakin koi bhi us k liye kuch nahi kar saka.

Wakt to guzrta raha lakin rimsha ab pehly jaisi nahi rahi or na us may koi tabdeeli ayi, khamosh narzrain door tak deikhti rahti lakin kisi se bhi kuch kah na pati, na labon pay koi shikwa raha or na dill may koi chahat rahi....lakin ab kisi bhi cheez ko bht dair tak deikhna or phr deikhty deikhty usi may gum ho jana us ki addat ban gai. Salman ko kho denay ka ahsaas har pal dill may khalta raha...

Aik din maryum nay rimsha say pocha tm to khamosh ho gai ho lakin usay kia kahon jo rat din tmhri rah deikhta ha, roz phone kr k tmhra pochta ha…maryum rimsha k jawab say shocked ho jati ha jab wo bht puresrar andaz may kahti ha” kah do k rimsha mar chuki ha”.

Es say pehly k maryum usay kuch bolti rimsha na hath jor liye or bheegti ankhon se kahnay lagi”kia tm chahti ho k koi mujhy tars ki nigah say deikhay, wo shaid mohabat ka dawa aj bhi kar day lakin meri zindagi to ab meray liye bojh  ha or may apna bojh khud uthana chahti hon”. Maryum ki ankhain bhi num honay lagi us k pas jawab hi nahi tha…

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Monday 2 September 2013

Tum Hum Ko Yad rakhna

Tum hum ko yad rakhna

Episode No 4



Agli subha jab salman ki ankh khuli to us k room k darwazay par bar bar nock kia ja raha tha, us nay  ankhain masalty huwy darwaza khula to darwazay par salman ki mama thi, jo nasihatann kahnay lagi
“kia bat ha beta rat bhi tm kafi ghusay may ghar wapas aye or hm sab tmhy wish krnay lagy thy lakin tm ghusay may apny kamray may chalay gaye. Chalo ab nichay aao tmhray papa nay chota sa arranment kia ha tmhry liye jo hm teeno mil kr celebrate krain gy.”

Salman nay han may sir hilaty huwy kaha “ok mama ap chalo may fresh ho k ata hon”.

salman ki maa muskuraty huwy chali jati ha lakin ab salman k demagh may na sirf wo thapar gunjta ha balkay rimsha ka khayal bhi ata ha jis par us nay thapar ka sara ghusa nikala tha or phr salman nay foran rimsha ko phone kia lakin us ka no musalsal band ja raha tha….salman ki preshani barhi to us nay foran laptop on kia or facebook par rimsha k mcgs deikhay to or bhi preshan ho gaya.

Apna sir pakarty huwy “ye may nay kia kia ohh god, ab may kia kron “ or phr rimsha ko mcg pay mcg leave kiye 
Salman: I m sorry rimsha mujh se galti hoi gai yar really sorry…plz aik bar bat kr lo.

Salman fresh ho kar chala gaya or apna birthday apni family k sath celebrate kia lakin rimsha k liye usay musalsal guilty feel ho rahi thi. Wo usay naraz kar k khud bhi baychain ho gaya, bar bar usi ka khayal or us ka rat bhar intizar krna or phr badlay may us k sath misbehave ye sab soch kr wo highly distrb ho gaya.

Us nay kai bar rimsha ko phone kia lakin rimsha ka no musalsal off raha. Bad may us nay maryum ko bhi phone kia or usay bhi mcg kiye but dono ka koi jawab nahi aya.

Din guzarty gaye lakin rimsha say us ki koi bat na ho saki or na hi us ka koi mcg aya…salman ko rimsha ki ghair mujoodgi na gawar lagnay lagi or wo us ki kami ko shiddat say mahsoos krnay laga. Rat gaye tak frnds may rahna chit chat krna lakin phr bhi us k dil say rimsha ki yad na gai ,usay laga k ab rimsha us say kbhi bat nahi kre gi, ye soch kr us ka or bhi baychain ho jana ye sab salman ko ahsaas dila gaya k wo bhi rimsha say piyar krta ha...

Koi din aisa na guzra jab us nay rimsha ko phone na kia ho lakin us k jawab na anay par trah trah k khayal “wo thk to hogi ,kahin us nay apnay sath…pagal si ha kuch bhi kr sakti ha, jab pata tha to danta hi kiun tha, lakin ab tak ayi kiun nahi "…..

Udhar rimsha ki musalsal khamoshi us k ghar walon ko preshan kr ri thi. Aik din maryum us k ghar ayi or zabrdasti us k ghar walon ki ejazat say shoping k  bahanay usay bahir lay gai. Rastay may hi maryum k pas salman ka bar bar phone anay laga, wo bhi maryum ka no on deikh kr musalsal krnay laga.

Market may enter hoty huwy maryum nay rimsha ko janay k liye bola” tm chalo may garhi se apna baig lay kr ati hon” rimsha nay han may sir hila diya or chaili gai.

Maryum ny salman ka phone attend kia or ghusay se boli “what’s ur problem ab kia chahty ho kuch or kahna baqi rah gaya ha kia.”

Salman nay bht preshani may bola “sirf aik bar rimsha say bat krwa do plz wada krta hon agr wo mujh se bat nahi krna chahy gi to dobara kbhi nahi distrb kron ga”.

Maryum us k esrar par man to gai lakin thori distrb hoi or rimsha k pas gai phone usay dety huwy boli "salman ka phone ha tm say bat krna chahta ha", rimsha nay inkar kia to maryum nay ghusay se bola “usay apni galti ki mafi to mangni hi chahiye bat kro us say".

Rimsha nay jab salman se bat ki to salman nay us ki koi bhi bat sunay baghair jo dill may aya bolta chala gaya “rimsha I m really sorry mujhy tmhray sath aisa nahi krna chahiye tha, tmhry  janay k bad ahsaas huwa k may tmhray baghair nahi rah sakta, koi din aisa nahi guzra jis may tmhri kami mahsoos na ki ho, aik pal ko  bhi chain ni mila, I love u rimsha, bht heart kia ha may nay tmhy, I m really sorry ...tm say door huwa to khud bhi jan gaya hon k tm hemasha meray liye itna importat kiun rahi ho.

Rimsha ki ankhain anso se num honay lagi or dil ki dharkan nay jaisy phr se dharakna shuro kr diya ho. usay samjh hi nahi a raha tha k kia bolay, salman ko us say piyar ha …jisay wo sirf sapna hi samjhti thi, aj wo izhare mohabat kar raha ha…usay sab khuab sa laga…
Us ki khamoshi par salman nay jawab diya” may tmhray jawab ka intizar kr raha hon rimsha”.

Rimsha roty huwy or bachon walay andaz may boli” may bhi krti hon tm say”.
Salman us k andaz par muskuraya or bola “anso saf kro apnay kiun ab mera khud se wada ha kuch bhi ho jaye tmhri ankhain kbhi num nahi honay donga”. Rimsha ka chahra khushi say khil utha.
Dono nay aik dosray k wajood ko bht qareeb say mahsoos kia, jaisy aik dosray k samnay hon.

Kbhi Na Hathon Say Hath Choote KhayaL Rakhna
Kabhi Na Chahat Ka Maan Toote KhayaL Rakhna 
Bachaa K Rakhnaa  Mohabbat Ko Saazishon Say
Wafa Ki Dollat Jafa Na Lootay KhayaL Rakhna.....

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Sunday 1 September 2013

Tum Hum Ko Yad Rakhna

Tum hum ko yad rakhna

Episode No 3




Do din baad salman ki birthday thi or rimsha usay sab se pehly wish krnay k liye bht excited thi or bht baychaini se us ki birthday ka intizar krnay lagi or sath hi kuch gift bhi khariday ye soch kr k kbhi mili to usay day gi.
 Dosri traf salman k frnds us k liye kisi achi jaga par party arrange krnay walay thy lakin salman ko apna birthday yad nahi tha. Or rimsha ki wish thi k wohi sab se pehly wish kre. Jab12 bajnay may kuch hi time rah gaya tha, rimsha online ayi but salman online nahi tha. Salman k frnds usay zabrdasti us k ghar se apni arrange krda party may lay gaye thy jahan bht se larkay or larkian us k intizar may thay

Salman shocked huwa or apnay frnds k sath party enjoy krnay laga us k mama papa or family sab ki wishes anay lagi but party k doran us ko apnay cell ka khayal hi nahi raha or music ki waja se cell ki awaz tak nahi sun saka.

Udhar rimsha facebook par mcg pay mcg kiye ja ri thi
Rimsha: Happy Birthday Salman ……….kahan ho or din to online rahtay ho aj kahan ho? Kahin tm larkiun ki party may to nahi ho zaror tmhari frnds nay party arrange ki hogi or tm zaror chalay bhi gaye hogy .lakin koi bat nahi aj hm bhi tmhara intizar krain gy

 Churao Nazrain..Churrao Daman
  BadaL k Rassta Barhao uljhan
 Tumhain duaon say phir bhi ham nay
      Jo pa liya ..to kiyaa kAro Gaye...

rimsha nay salman ko phone kia but no response adhi se ziada rat guzar gai thi but na to wo online aya or na rimsha ko phone pay koi ans kia or us k intizar may rimsha ki ankh lag gai wo pc par hi so gai thi…

Udhr salman party may apny frnds k sath ayi aik decent si larki k sath dance krnay ki koshish may tha jis ka hath pakrnay par salman ko thapar ka samna krna para , jis par party may aik dam say khamoshi cha gai salman ko shadeed ghusa aya or us larki pay chilanay laga k us k frnds nay usay control kia. Lakin salman nay ghusay may apna cell liya or garhi ki chaabi uthaty huwy bht buri driving k sath ghar poncha.jahan us k ghar walay wish krnay k liye baithay thy or salman sab kuch ignore krta huwa  apnay room may chala gaya.

Salman k papa hairan hoty huwy “aik to sahab bahadur bina btaye pta ni kahan chalay gaya tha or wapas aya  bhi to hm logon ko wish krnay ka moqa hi nahi diya.”

Rimsha ki ankh khuli to time deikha to rat kafi ho gai thi 3 baj rehe thay pc par deikha to salman ka koi mcg nahi thaw o thori preshan ho gai. Rimsha sochty huwy “ salman pata ni aj kahan ha aisa to kbhi nahi huwa k wo online na aye larkiun say bat kiye bina to us ka guzara nahi hota or aj to phr sab churailon nay usay wish krna tha” or phr rimsha nay phone kr diya …

Salman nay ghusay say phone uthaya or rimsha k pochnay par “kahan ho tm ? kab se phone kr ri hon or kab se tmhra intizar…….”or bharak utha or us ki bat pori honay say pehly start ho gaya or sara ghusa rimsha par nikal diya ye kahty huwy
“what’s ur problem masla kia ha tmhra jhahanum may hon may ,or han meray pas fazool time nahi ha k tmhray kisi fazool sawalon  ka jawab deta rehon , go to hell “ phone ghusay se band krty huwy side par phaink diya

 jawab may rimsha kuch kah hi nahi pai ,bilkul khamosh ankhon may ansoun ki dhar liye phone bhi us k hath se choot gaya , usay yaqeen hi nahi aya k salman  nay us k liye aisa bola pori rat wish krnay k liye baithi rahi sirf es liye k wo us say piyar krti ha or sab se pehly wish krna chahti ha or salman nay  us ki feeling ki dhajiaan bikhair di….

Rimsha k demagh may na sirf sawal hi sawal thy balkay ab wo khud ko sanbhal nahi pa rahi thi ,roty huwy apnay bed par lait gai , salman k lafz chubnay lagy or kanno may goonjtay sunai detay .
Rimsha rotay huwy or khud se batain krty huwy” maryum thk kahti ha mujhy tm par itna trust nahi krna chahiye tha , tm say itni omeedain wabasta nahi karni chaiye thi, pagal thi may jo tm say piyar krnay lagi kiun kia may nay aisa…….”

      Uski ankhon main mohabat ka sitara ho ga
   Ek din aye ga wo shakhs hamara ho ga
Zindagi ab k mera nam na shamil karna
    Gar ye tah hai k yehi khaill dubara ho ga...

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